I'm not into heavy BDSM, but I would like some amount of pain to enhance the total submission of myself to my Top. In my fantasy, I would like a Jekyll/Hyde sort to Dom Top where the "Mr Hyde" side slapped my face and ass with his hands or cock, bit me, used handcuffs or restraints so I could not interfere with his taking of his prize.my fuckhole. The bottom has to learn that he is just a "pure hole" for his Dom Top's use. I'm kind of in sync with Eurotopnyc's take above where he takes his boy by shoving his cock in his hole, rough fucks him, pulls his hair, gets some resistance (for which the boy should be slapped or spanked), etc. In reality, it does not always play out as fantasized because to be a "rape", the sub has to surrender control of his hole 100% to his Top. Jesus-fuckin'-Christ, no wonder I LOVE men!!!Ī rape fantasy is pretty common among sub bottoms. Reliving the rape as I write this is even hotter knowing that some of you reading this are rock-hard and leaking pre-cum if you haven't already stroked out a load. I was scared to death and that's how I know I was raped. Yeah, I shed tears at one point at the height of being abused. If you can make your "victim" feel fear and being totally controlled, you've succeeded. Wish I had been able to feel that way when it was happening. Only after some time had passed was I able to appreciate how smokin' hot the rape was. I was later told that at least 16 or 17 cocks had raped my throat and ass and there was no way to count the number of loads that had white-washed my insides. Aching muscles too from being stretched, pulled, and jerked around like a useless piece of shit. Afterwards, cum leaked from my destroyed pucker for hours and bruises showed up on various parts of my body the next few days. I was truly in fear because of the "mob mentally" atmosphere. Yeah, it was raw, unbridled sex but it was more about sucking every last ounce of control from me and being completely dominated. Once I accepted that I was powerless, and I was gonna have to just push through the super-rough manhandling-yeah, there was pain-I was more able to tolerate the working over I was getting. I was held down at first because I resisted initially.
"Gentler connection", you say? The time I was "raped" started out as a relaxed group sex setting that escalated to a "fuck frenzy" with one fucker after another brutally plowin' my ass and throat.